Cool Kids- Echosmith 9/23/14

So.. the thing with me and Ryan didn't work out. But a guy I was friends with (Vincent) asked me to homecoming c: and now we're dating. And yea he makes me really happy. Which is a good..but strange feeling. Guess I'm not really used to things working in my favor.

On that note, I finally found a dress for homecoming. And I'm a little excited. Or very excited. Idk.

*my dress*

But what I do know is that Vincent makes me really, really happy. And it's the little things that matter the most. I guess..idk. I just like the feeling of being happy, and knowing that I'm not alone. 

i know this one isn't very long but there will be more to come. I downloaded the Blogger app on my phone so I can work on my writing without having to be on my laptop. 

Bye lovelies

MWWAAHH

~Invisible Girl

I'm A Distaster- Ghost Town 9/7/14

    Wow. Okay. So, its been a while since I've written anything in here. But, I have been writing so I guess thats good. Actually, I've been writing a lot of poetry. And I think that I want to start posting it here. If you guys don't mind of course.

    Nothing new has really happened. I met a guy, Quinn, and we had sex, then he stopped talking to me so that kinda sucked. But I'm over that now. And I'm kinda with a new guy. His name is Ryan and he lives in Oklahoma. He's a really good guy and I trust him a lot. The issue is..he's 19. And I'm just about to be 16 in a little over a month. I talked to my mom about him and she said she had a little problem with it but she's ok with me being with him. But I think she is mainly because he's going into the Military. He want's to be and EOD. THE most dangerous job (of course). But it's his choice. He said that he might try and come to Florida for my birthday (which just so happens to be when Michael will be here). So thats good, hopefully we're still together.

    Honestly, I'm not really sure what else to talk about. I just started my Sophomore year at FPC and thats fun I guess. But uhm.. thats basically it I guess.

    I will be posting some poetry along with these posts and I'll try to get back to updating daily/weekly.

Bye Lovelys
~Invisible Girl

Good Girl- Lily Kershaw 3/13/14

  I've been going through a lot the last few months. I'm not sure what wrong with me. I mean. One minute I'm happy and smiling, and the next it's like I'm a completely different person. Like I was never there. I think the depression is getting to me. I need to find a way out. A way to be less of who I am right now. I feel like I hurt the people I care about and I don't want to be that person. But, I also don't want to be the shy girl that i used to be. I really don't want to be her anymore. She was naive and stupid and too.. whats the word.. good all the time. I don't know. Maybe it's all in my head and I'm "looking for excuses". Maybe I am. I don't know anymore. But I could really use someone to talk too.. hint, hint. No? Ok. I gotta go guys. Bye.


~Invisible Girl

Its Been A While- Staind 2/24/14

  GUYS!!! I've been gone for forever!!! Not a lot has happened the last month or so, but I am better. However, theres something I want to get out. I have been trying really hard to stop cutting. And the emails I've been getting from you guys help keep me strong. This is basically a 'Thank You' note to all you guys. I love you!! :* I'm not sure if the blogger will put up my email but if I put it on, I want you guys to email me. It can be about ANYTHING! Just send it in. Whether you need advice on something, or just someone to listen. I'm here. Just email me :)

its sandlinkat@gmail.com

so yea. here ya go. E-mail me c:


~Invisible Girl

Skinny Love- Birdy 1/19/14

  Guys, I don't even know even more. I'm losing the people I care about most. I don't know what to do to get them back. I mean.. a guy I was in love with doesn't hardly talk to me. Meghan treats me like shit half the time. Alex barely talks to me anymore. i just... i dont know what to do. sorry this one is so short. more next time i guess.


~Invisible Girl