Does anyone here actually feel worth it? Do you feel like you could die tomorrow and no one would care? Or even notice? I feel like this everyday in this nothingness hell hole I call 'my life.' Im not the type of girl to talk about my feelings with people or to stand out in the crowd. Or even speak up in class. But something changed in me. Im not sure if it changed for the better or for worse. I'm not that shy girl I was in Middle School. I stand out with my red hair and combat boots. Some people call me 'emo' or 'scene' sometimes even 'goth.' But, I wouldn't put myself under a classification. I'm me, and thats all I need. I'm a freshman in High School at FPCHS. I have a 'thing' going on with a senior. More about that later. Sometimes I feel like everything I do goes unnoticed and no one seems to care about anything that even has to do with me. My 'real dad' didn't want me. My mom ignores me. My brother hate me. Theres no one I can ever turn too. Thats why I started this blog thing, I need a way to have people hear me even tho they may not want to. I need to know that someone cares. That someone is here if i need them. I just need.. a voice.
~Invisible Girl`
p.s. All of the titles are going to be whatever song I'm listening to while doing these posts.
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